Freaking

I'm UPSET...

I'm Freaking SAD...

My Lord

Here we go

My LORD!!!

有你真的很幸福

还记得我们刚开始的第一天吗?

你说你要令我有个难忘的第一天

所以你就大老远买了一束花送到我家门前

还骗我 说你好像掉了东西在我家外面

要我马上去帮你找回来

结果我一打开篱笆门

就看见地上有一束花

心想一定又是你搞的把戏

下一秒你就出现在我面前了

我问:为什么要对我那么好

你答:因为你值得

你都不知道

那时我的眼泪真的快掉了

我忍了下来

才不要让你奸计得逞

哼

宝贝 真的谢谢你对我那么好

我真的会珍惜你的

我知道我的

刁蛮

任性

坏脾气

固执

情绪化

爱打你爱欺负你

大小声对你

让你很吃不消

可是你从来没要求我改掉我的坏习惯

你说这就是我

不需要为了你去做任何改变

啊~

为什么你总是那么体贴?那么为我着想?

可是

我真的真的不喜欢你赌博

可以不要赌了吗?

唉~

我相信你会为了我不赌的对不对?

I MISS YOU MY BABY =)

January 28!

it may be a long post . if you dont have patient to read it .

please leave my blog ^^

THANKS

well.it was my big day . my 18th birthday .

it reminded me i am no longer a babygirl ANYMORE

ANYMORE

i am a young lady now .

i'm learning to be tough and strong since life goes hard .

it is a new page in my life .

time passed damn damn damn fast .

untill now i still can't believe that i already graduated from high school .

a school that i have been studying for 5 years .

SPM! a nightmare .

NOW . i m leaving my friends and family .

stayed at penang and continued my study at inti college.

everything was just like a dream .

i wish i should i want i MUST

Focus on my study from now on .

i wish i should i want i MUST

Get half scholarship that can help me study at other country

i wish i should i want i MUST

Achieve my goal in the shortest time as i can

im looking forward for it!

i know i CAN do it!

my birthday eve .

i cant remember that what i did on that day

i knew i m tired sleepy and exhausted after i came back from my grandma house

i was lying on bed and talking phone with him

he said he was sleepy too . so we said goodbye and hang up call

in the meantime my sister came in my room and turn off my light

i get shock . lol . what is going on ?

the next minute . lau say teong held a birthday cake appear infront of me

goshhh! i am...!FAINTING!

how come we just said goodbye and he appear infront of me on the next minute

i looked at the clock and it was 12am .

he sang birthday song to me and i was so touching! goshhh~

is that my boyfriend ? yes he is .

i was stuning ...

it was just too sudden and out of my expectation!

i make a wish and blew candles . it was so sweet .

is just like a candy melting inside my heart .

i love him . and i guess everygirl love him too . haha!

he went back after 12 . i can't even sleep on that night.

too exited! haha!

and thanks to someone . cause he surprised me also .

it was romantic teehee*

thanks thanks thanks!

the next day . MY BIG DAY

i woke up pretty late on that day then i gave him a call

i thought he was on the way came to find me

but he told me that he was just awake

and i was .. !!! it was my big day

how come like that ?

why you seem like dont care about it

i thought you will give me a surprise again?

fire on my head !

i dont want to pick up any call or reply any msg from him .

At the same time dady knock my door

and told me that cw mic at downstair

i washed my face and brushed my teeth

went down with a pale face and i was wearing pajamas

haha! nvm la . them used to see this kind of winnie everyday in apartment.

lol. GAMBLING again

i lose two ringgit . sigh* why so bad luck huh?

them went back on 12something and i took a bath

i saw his misscall and msg but i purposely dont want to reply

haha! devil me* hiak hiak

while i was make up-ing . he came in my room and hug me.

i pushed him away .

then he said:

'you knew how long that i have been waiting for you on downstair'

== haha! another surprise again .

we really RAN OUT OF TIME . the bridge jam again

yorrrr! our movie was going to start .

fly to gurney and met iyvonne first .

although movie start but this girl is more important to me.

Roger picked her up from baling all the way came to gurney

just because she want to buy a birthday present for me!

oh my god! THANKS IYVONNE LO

i love this dress so much!

chat with her a while.

then go in cinema immediately .

BRIDE WAR! it is a nice movie anyway .

i saw my idol anne hathaway! haha~

after movie we hanging around at gurney .

lau say teong was really bad .

no matter what i picked up .

he surely said not nice or why so ugly

my mood turn down . he said his relative at g-hotel

he is going to find them . he leave me

and ask his friend to accompany me .

sigh* but but but

his friends were leaving gurney also.

them ask me to follow them go to mindy's house .

i called him . but he dint picked up my call

so i lompang greg's car .

finally he phone me . i told him i was in greg's car

and ask him went to mindy's house pick me.

he was angry and scold me why cant i wait him just for a minute .

goshhh! he never used to speak so loudly to me before .

i ask greg stop his car . i get down from his car.

walking back to gurney alone .

tears was rolling in my eye . i found a place and sat down

WAITING FOR HIM .

......

he came to find me after he done his thing .

we walked to car park

i dint talked to him at all . he just keep saying sorry .

he dissapointed me .

we went to my apartment . cause i need a bath badly

but i forgot that john had turn off the switch .

i can't bath . sigh* another sad case again .

i sat inside my room cause he not allowed me to go out .

WAITING FOR HIM AGAIN

.....

few minutes passed he came in my room .

and held my hand walked out my room.

goshhh!!!!

guess what i saw ?

"I LOVE YOU"

words were lighting with candles on the table .

it was touching and romantic right ?

then he gave me my present!

i open the present.

it was a pair of shoes and necklace that i said i want to buy at gurney

SHIT YOU LAU SAY TEONG

why your idea so lousy wan?

you said not nice right!

ARGGGGG!

SURPRISE ? i dont think so la!

we left apartment and having dinner at somewhere near one stop there.

grrrrr! can't forgive you ! devil lst*

he drop me home after dinner .

BABY! why are you so devil?

but i m happy la actually.

although you used the wrong way!

hehe. THANK YOU .

love you*

wow! i used two hours to finish this post .

haha~

although my english is suck . but i m improving myself =)

i gonna stop here and i will upload my photo as soon as possible .

CIAO FRIENDS!

Nothing But Everything

你过得还好吗?

The Right Choice

Lau Say Teong

i knew you were angrying me .

i was messing up everything . sorry baby =(

i aint purposely lie to you

cause i really dont want to argue with you on my BIG DAY

i really hope that you will forgive me

i just wanna tell you that

I'm FUCKING in LOVE with you!

read my lip-F.U.C.K.I.N.G.I.N.L.O.V.E.

i knew you dont like me to scold rude words.

but it is for you my baby . my precious and only one .

i promise it will be the last time . PROMISE .

everything came to the end and i knew i made a right decision .

trust me

YOU ARE MINE!

for someone.

i really hope that you will take good care of yourself.

dont try to hurt yourself anymore.

you deserve a better life SERIOUSLY .

that's all i can say . thank for accompany me for three years.

although it was the hardest years .

but we need to learn to overcome it. right ?

Good Luck

last but not least .

i wish you happy always . =)

Good Night everyone!

年初一

我有一点的感动...

Finally

...

Random Pic of Me*

i love this dress so much!but dont have my size.arggg!(ignore my pose pls)

新年快乐.恭喜发财

祝你们牛年行大运

^^

Chinese New Year Eve

As what i said on previous article i would update my blog after i get back from the party.but yesterday night was too exhausted . i m lazy to blog anyway . so yeah . lets continue my article here . i took a short nap after i wrote an article . woke up by mumy and gave my baby a call . my poor man was sick on yesterday . actually his sis already hint me . i must tried my best not let him drove car yesterday night . cause it was too dangerous if you drive car after you eat medicine . but my words doesnt work to him . he is still reach my house on time . baby why you so naughty? haha . fetched my bestie chai jiey ley ting and we headed to auto city . reached there around 9something . cw mic zhan yao ahteh kaishun felix john iris and her sis came along as well . actually it was just a simple celebration with them . i decided went to BED . i truely enjoy the enviroment and music . chilling session at there . talking and cam-whoring non stop . haha . i will upload those pictures after i get it from iris . cause it was all in iris camera . after that we walked to flea market and i were seeking a nice cloth for myself as my birthday present . tee hee* i bought a poka dot singlet . the price is reasonable and it is cute ! haha . i wanna be a young lady . my friends used to say me that i look older than my real age . goshh . i m only 18 okay . headed home around 12something and droped my friends to their home .

that's all for my saturday night .

something weird happened just now . a hacker used caryne's msn and ask me to take off my cloth .he called it as naked show? goshh! why this shit thing happend to me ? after that he hacked my other friends msn . and ask me what is my pet's name ? i was blur that time . but then i only realised that if someone forgot their password them needed to use their location and secret answer to verify their identity , them only can get a new password. i was bad luck . who are you? why are you trying to hack me ? its that so fun? ushh ! you are so mou liu . i had block and delete two friends from my msn . p/s: jennifer . give me a msg if you see this article . AND readers. BEWARE

i m boring ~ i m rotting ~ NOW . sigh* everyone is busying . but i m doing nothing . waiting baby to online . hmm. nothing much for today . last but not least .

wish all of my friends Happy Chinese New Year

Love is HARD

but if it is easy

it wouldn't mean nothing tough

♥ Facial

woke up pretty late in this morning .

perpared myself as fast as i can .

cause i got an appointment of facial on 12pm.

but my mum was late .she was busying new year stuff .

dizzy~

chinese new year is just around the corner .

which mean my big day is coming soon! ahha~

JANUARY 28!!! i m waiting for it . xoxo .

hmm~i guess he will plan for me ? no worries .

i m going to celebrate my birthday with my bapes tonight.

them aren't free when chinese new year .

at last , we decided to celebrate tonight . cause everyone is free!

i miss my bestie seriously .

we dint meet each other since the last day of spm .

unfortunately few of them will not attend the celebration tonight .

sigh* too bad la.

got to go now . need to wake baby up and prepare myself d.

so yea. i will continue my blog after i got back from the party .

weeeee* stay tunned

Infinity Cafe

just finished my dinner at sg.dua
i m rotting here . my god .
followed michael them came here
and they are playing dota now==
wondering why those guys like to play dota so much ?
included my boy . lols?
hmmm . i thought that college life will be fun .
in fact i was wrong . its bored enough la wei . sigh*
i miss my home . my room . my bed . my mumy badly . TT

AND AND AND!
'BRIDE WAR' is coming soon .
i watched it's trailer just now . i cant wait anymore .
its my idol !!! Anne Hathaway (she is damn charming)
Oh my god . faint~
obviously i m super duper so damn fucking in love with her la.

yor~cw is annoying . keep disturbing me .
arggg! hate him !
okla . i gonna stop here . can't stand him anymore .
ciao ppl!

New Life

他就是爱欺负我 =p

终于搬去槟城了 心情还不错 只是每天都很忙
college life是还不错啦 可是开销还蛮大 这几天花了很多钱
和朋友住在一起 当然会有很多很好笑的事发生 哈哈
想起就很好笑 算是人生中的其中一种经验吧?
无可否认 真的有点像外劳的生活 哈哈
以后什么东西都要靠自己了 真的好难耶
好想念妈咪煮的菜 在槟城天天吃外面 好不习惯
以前都一直吵着出去吃 现在? 吃怕了
那天跟妈咪讲完电话 我竟然哭了 幸好没人发现
要不然真的好糗好糗哦
好累 明天还要早起呢
晚安 everyone 祝你们有个好梦 =）

New Year eve

As our plan . we went to paradise hotel bbq today

tagged along with cw jiunn eng john zhanyao michael ianling as well

woke up at 9 something . after prepared myself .

chiawei pick me up from my house.

we went to gurney plaza for shoping session.

this was the very first time shop with my guys . haha

bought a singlet at nichi . accompany them shop for a while

meet up with my dear sayteong then took our lunch at nando's

headed to paradise hotel after that . i miss beach !

unfortunately something bad happended while everyone was having fun

Sigh* he never scold me because of my carelessness .

sorry dear . i knew i spoil ur mood .

thanks for accompany me whenever i need you .

obviously you are the best . hehe

after bbq party end . i followed him to his house.

casue we two were so smelly and sweat like nobody business.

so we decided to take a bath at his house .

gosh . i m super duper nervous .

cause this was the first time i went to his house.

fortunately . his mum and sis is friendly enough .

after bathe and we went to greenhouse for supper .

i headed home around 3 something .

out of our expectation.

penang bridge was damn jam although it was already 3am .

Arggg* no idea with that . we stuck on traffic jam 2 hours.

i reached home on 5 am. i need my bed badly!

said good morning to mumy and went to bed on 6something

that is all for my new year eve .

it was a unforgettable and memorable new year eve that i ever had. =='

here is the picture . teehee*

mic and john

SMOOOCHHH*





END

Family Day

15/12/2008

a day out with my family teehee*

woke up at pretty morning 10.30 . perpared myself as soon as posible !

cause everyone was waiting me . eee!sorry XD

after took my breakfast we headed to queensbay .

shop shop shop till drop shop shop shop till broke .

after that sayteong came to meet us up .

i miss him =p

that's all for today

ciao

因为你在我身边

今天早上下午所发生的事真的令我无言
我也不知道谁讲真的谁讲假的
我明明没有讲过 却被人说成是我讲的
小姐 那些话是他们自己亲口说出来的 我从来没有插进去讲过你什么
记得 是他们说的 不是我
我没有爆出来 因为我觉得没必要
为什么我要这里讲出来 我自己也不懂 可能我真的很不服气
你说如果我没有讲过我何必那么紧张 可是谁被人冤枉了还可以假装没事
你被人家讲你也不爽 现在被人无辜戴上这样的罪名
以后人家会怎样看我? 谁还会信任我?
或许你可以 但我真的咽不下这口气
我和我的男朋友怎样是我们的事 不用你到处报告给别人知道

发给人家的信息 也可以说成是假的
我没有发给你 可是你知道内容是什么
dont leave 可以讲成是写错 dont和leave差好远
如果是打错 那你的手指一定有问题
不是我不信 只是我越想越没道理
事实太明显 你要我怎样相信?
说了一个谎 要用更多的谎言要圆第一个谎言
为什么要等到失去才来责怪我不给你机会?
你又何时珍惜过我给你的机会?
我真的越来越不懂 这个世界到底搞什么
我只要简单一些 不行吗?
算了 我也不想再说起了
对不起 我对你说了那么过分的话 我向你道歉

也许是我的错因为我并没有把所有事处理好
最无辜的是宝贝 被我拿来出气 我真的很对不起 我知道对你很不公平
从我们在一起以来 他都在为我的操心 还要每天听我诉苦关于他的事
其实很多事他心里都知道 只是都不说出口 im sorry
他每次都告诉我 'as long as you happy 只要看见你开心我就开心了'
笨蛋 你有为自己想过吗?
我很幸福 他真的很疼我很包容我 可是我从来没为你做过什么
我是个没用的女朋友 对不起
可是以后我会很努力当一个很好的女朋友
谢谢你为我付出的一切

宝贝生病了 记得要遵时吃药
祝你早点康复

Happy New Year and Merry Christmas

很久没有写blog了 因为xanga很慢 难怪那么多人换来blogspot
这几天真的过得很糟 我很衰 衰到可以颁个倒霉奖给我
前几天才刚从吉兰丹回来 这次是我人生中最糟的一次旅行
都是我妈 都说不去了 还逼我去
现在好了吧 2008是我17年里最最最不开心的一年
过得很伤心 就连最后一天也不让我好好过 我快疯了
可是可是 有一个人 他对我很好
他一直在安慰我 无论是我伤心难过 开心大笑的时候
今天是新的一天 好运快来找我
一定要保佑我的相机没事才好
我不想他又再为我花冤枉钱
god bless me


我的圣诞很难忘 因为因为 是我人生中第一次去club
不太喜欢里面的环境 很臭很臭 我就快要窒息了
其实我和他是被逼进去的 因为要凑人数 加上他的朋友又再讲他了
啊 没想到我的第一次就这样没有了 好像很夸张?
昨天去paradise bbq 哈哈 海风很大 很舒服
chiawei他们都在那里过夜 我不要 所以叫他载我回家
回到家已经5点了 我还跟妈咪说good morning 哈哈
跟他讲电话到六点多才去睡 真的好累
今天选择待在家做乖乖女
明天又有得忙了 要去洗新家又要准备开学的东西
下星期就要搬去槟城了 不过星期五就一定会回家
我很想家 im mumy's daughter
哈哈 记得calene讲过这句话
i love dady mumy i love my family
他们是我的精神支柱 我一定要好好念书 绝对不可以浪费他们的钱


又再下雨了 i hate rainy day
照片迟些才会upload 等等等 等等等 XD
ciao people！